Sunday, June 5, 2011

Oh Baby!

Well, I just had a terrific 16 week appointment.  I am still in the phase of "Do you really think there is anything in there?" Low and behold, the doctor let me hear the heartbeat again and sure enough, there is a real-live being in my stomach.  It's soooo weird and equally as wonderful at the same time.

This post assumes two things: You care that I am pregnant, and these are questions you might have asked.  In a Q&A format, I'll pretend like someone wanted to know these answers-- and even if you don't, I'll be glad for the "dear Diary" entry when I look back, I'm sure.

Q1. Did you get pregnant on the cruise?
No.  We had a lovely cruise and our date of conception is several weeks after we got home.

Q2.  Were you "trying"?
Not necessarily.  But we know how babies are made.  We were doing Natural Family Planning.

Q3.  So did Natural Family Planning fail?
No.  I was being very lazy in doing my part because I knew we were close to trying and it was something we had talked about many a nights.  I knew if this happened, we wouldn't be upset, uninsured, etc.  BUT, I will say that NFP has been a wonderful method for us and we encourage anyone considering it to check out the book "Taking Charge of Your Fertility."

Q4.  Did you have any early signs/symptoms?
Not that I can remember.  I had been having pretty irregular cycles and did have what I thought was a really short and light cycle.  I had a talk with my sweet friend who is a PA and she suggested it could be hormonal and that talking to my OB wouldn't be a bad idea.  So I would say this incomplete, weird cycle was my only major clue, which really wasn't one considering the symptoms.

Q5.  So then what?
Well, I called my OB's office and left a message for the nurse.  In the mean time, I took a test because wouldn't that be embarrassing and sure enough... Positive.  I took it downstairs to Dave and said, "I don't know if I should cry or laugh."  We were both pretty shocked, but thrilled.

Q6.  You miscarried before Dekker, did this change anything with this pregnancy?
Not a lot, but my doctor did do routine blood work.  When I miscarried my progesterone was very low-- a classic indicator-- so she ran that and HCG.  Both came back great.  I was to repeat the HCG in 48 hours to make sure it was doubling as appropriate.

I got a call from the nurse who said that my HCG was very low.  She said it was a 94 suggesting I was just a few days pregnant.  I said that was very possible.  Then, when I went back for the second round of blood-work she said, "Mrs. Rowe there has been a mistake, please come back with me."  I was horrified.  Turns out my levels were 94,000 indicating I was 3-9 weeks pregnant.  So we didn't even re-do the blood work considering my progesterone was so good.

A few days later my doctor was back in town and we did an ultrasound to "date the pregnancy."  I was 7.5 weeks along.  That made us laugh.  I literally knew I was pregnant with Dekker days after conception!

Q7.  When is your due-date?
November 16.  This date is so significant to me.  My sweet Grandma Soden passed away when I was quite pregnant with Dekker.  I traveled to see her, spoke at her funeral-- I am even named after her.  She is very special in my life and her birthday is... November 16.  It might be incorrect theology to say so, but I believe this was a very personal touch from God-- a little note to me that He is in control, and that He loves me so much that I believe He gets pleasure from lining up the universe so I would "accidentally" get pregnant and be due on Grandma Soden's birthday.  This due date has brought me so much peace, and brought me to nearly the ugly cry at that doctor's appointment.

Q8.  Do you think it's a girl or boy?
Girl.  And I'll name her after Grandma Soden.  I hope she'll share our middle name of Mae and that she's born on her due date.  But, I love the idea of "brothers" too, so I'll be okay either way.  We have our 20 week scan on June 29th.

Q9.  How have you been feeling?
Mostly good.  I have had more low-grade but constant nausea with this pregnancy-- which gets annoying, but I am so lucky, and I know it.  I have only gained 3 lbs and have been able to stay really active so far-- mostly walking.  I told my doctor that I gained half of my pregnancy weight BEFORE I got pregnant and she just smiled and said it's okay for the baby to live off my "reserves."  Ahem, okay.

Q10.  How did you tell your parents?
We bought a "Big Brother" T-Shirt and let Dekker wear it.  We told my folks when they were here for Dekker's 2nd birthday party, and Dave's the Monday after.  It was so fun.  They are so excited for us, and for Dekker, who loves "babies" and will be one heck of a big brother.  I have been emotional, of course, thinking about sharing both my time and attention, but I'm praying that what people have told me is true-- and that another part of my heart will come to life to love this child so that I am not dividing my love.  I love my brother, so I am trying not to apologize to Dekker, but think about what a blessing this is to him.

I have been really eating well and drinking water and blah blah.  But my one pregnancy craving so far has been Runza.  And Dave just got home with my "one per week" Runza.  So I better go!

On the Journey,


  1. I care!! And those are all questions I would have asked!!! (Minus the ones about the conception...I'm way too polite.) :)

  2. I'm apparently not the only one who, when asked if I am trying to get pregnant, thinks
    "We're not NOT trying."

  3. So glad to hear all the answers to questions i would have asked!!! Glad you are feeling decent!
    Love Dekker for us.

  4. I love the Q and A session and am (of course) beyond thrilled for you all! Keep the details coming and know that I love you and think of you often my cousin! XOXO